Tick tock tick tock, goes my heart
Slam, bang! Slam, bang!
Do not look a gift horse in its mouth
Cos from it's teeth you can tell its age.
Serendipity is a mother...
I guess I am not good at expressing myself
And even worse at writing an intelligible poem
To all my avid readers, the blog would be active again soon.
I am just still camatose on my back from too much loving, I guess.
Wednesday, October 28, 2009
Wednesday, October 21, 2009
Friday, October 16, 2009
I am one of those that don't believe in Love.
I don't much believe in anything actually.
So after the one night stand, months later, we are still together.
Nooo, it's far from being a love thing but the fact that we are still together...
it might just end tomorrow so that I can go on living my loner life... go back to being the observer... the outsider always looking in...
things are happening to me, things i don't like or care for- and it's messing with my chi!
i am in this low place and it's affecting me all over. so if i am not blogging as much as i would like to nor commenting on all y'all's blogs as often as I would love to it's all part of this thing messing my mind up.
And no it's not love nor...
Wednesday, October 7, 2009
Like seriously this Love thing is not what it is cut out to be.
I've fallen in love like only once in my life and even then I went in with all my eyes open- no blind love for me. In fact, I stood rather than fell in love. That's me. I am cynical like that.
I took everything the dude said to heart so that when I found out that he had been messing me around, I messed him around too. In the end I hurt him more than he ever hurt me. Did I also say that I am evil like that? I am the kind of person who can cut off an arm if it means you'll lose both arms, both legs and your head.
I was reading Sugabelly's blog and thinking wow! all that energy...
One of my good friends has just been messed over by a guy she dated for five years. He left her to marry a girl who got pregnant while he was still dating my friend.
If that happened to me... well, I would just drink a vat of wine and move on to the next that same day. I can't kill myself. Love is not all we came to do on this earth. We came to live; love or not that's what I'll always do best.